♥♥♥

2012-02-24T05:56:00.000+08:00

And fml
I was scrapbooking in my dreams wtf............
With the imaginary pillows, soft toys, blanket etc. I was arranging the font, big small, left right. Ccb v pissed now cause its so distracting and tiring at the thought of it, I can't sleep T_T

Pls let me have a different dream pls pls pls....

2012-02-24T05:49:00.000+08:00

Wrapped myself w (almost) body-hugging jeans, jacket & blanket in 26degrees air-conditioned room.
Fever seems to have gotten worst but I can't find my fever pad :(

Am I forever fated to the miss Kpop Dance Off? T-T
Just tell me if I am, don't have to do this to me TmmmmT

I can't eat panadol on an empty stomach right? :/
How bout after a glass of Anlene milk? :(

2012-02-24T01:57:00.002+08:00

if only @icyron could speak like how he writes his blog.
I swear it was wrote by him but somehow irl, he will never be in the speak-good-english mode and sometimes it makes me wanna punch him.
#truestory #istillloveyoubb :x

2012-02-24T01:38:00.000+08:00

(hope you didn't realised the typo T_T v lazy to change it)

now, an example to show you how horribly tiring the editing work is:

see the difference of the monsters' heads in 1-4

struggled to solve it for like 2hrs and I rmb I have photoshop in my com -_- nice......
in case you're wondering how I did it, I was using powerpoint ._.
ngl but I suck at PS, and I always thought PPT was more user-friendly towards those who know nuts about technology, i.e.: me

I've been using it to edit pics w decorations etc since...... forever? it's so easy, and I don't have to spend time learning it all over again (I can never understand the tools in PS)
Except or the Text Tool, i mean duh...... (ok, now you know that's a font, I think it looks like some cute stamp, right right?!?!) and that's how the final pic came out.

PPT suck shit because it kept cutting off my monsters' head like WTF (see pic 1)
and I thought maybe it was the spacing/ text box prob, so I added in another line above. and fml it is still cutting off theirs heads -_- (pic 2)
so I thought, okay, make the font smaller, STILL THE SAME *bangs head on wall* (see pic 3)
then I found this thing that says "Equalize all fonts' height", my monsters had their head back but they look so fat (and not as cute) (see pic 4)

THEN. I recalled I have PS in my com! after cracking my brains and wasting time on PPT, Paint, Microsoft Words (YES I WAS THAT DESPERATE. PLEASE APPRECIATE IT) -_- #smartestpersonever

and fml...... I just realised I could have done it on Picasa also -_- *jumps down 19th storey*
okay, nvm lesson learnt zzzzzz.
anw. I thought this is a more interesting (and f-ing tedious) way to blog, agree?
Like this post if you like what I'm doing now!

I know the pictures are in a mess but I'll get better D: (I hope)

p/s: One reason why I like working on PPT, the pictures are fucking HQ. click on anyone of them and open it in a new tab.
p/p/s: don't tell me it's the same for PS cause whatever I'm doing in PPT, takes me 3x the time to get it done w PS

2012-02-21T15:24:00.001+08:00

You are The High Priestess

Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education.

The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2012-02-20T17:32:00.000+08:00

I'm so adorable

2012-02-20T03:18:00.000+08:00

Awesome day spent w bb, spoiled his plans to nua at home (or rather he nearly ruined my plans because I've alr told him I wanna go out!)

One side of my earpiece is officially dead (knnxxxbbdfahjdjebhucfnefgyhujik) wanted to get a new one, but when we started choosing, I've got no mood at all -_-
I've find one another day~~

Him: you destroy everything you touch...
Me: since when?!!!!! I didn't spoil this jacket~~ *points to his jacket lying peacefully on my lap*
Him: that's cloth, I'm talking abt anything electronic.

Actually quite true uh..... Sadly TmmmmmmT

Oh! We watched "This means war" and it was great! But I thought the adventure part could have been made more interesting thou Hahaha
Went home w 3 jap magazines, my $10 voucher gone, new card not activated :/

Dead tired. Time for bed! :D

2012-02-18T15:23:00.000+08:00

2012-02-18T06:49:00.001+08:00

fuck yes, the last report of my poly life.
33page/ 5853 words

YES. ITS 6.50AM (and I was late but asdfghjkl; I submitted it alr)
time for bed.................

2012-02-17T18:46:00.000+08:00

:')

Sigh, and you didn't reply the rest of the email!!!! :// - Cheri

2012-02-17T00:09:00.001+08:00

oh shit I just saw this. HAHAHAHA :x but I replied your text and resent the email alr D:

Ask me anything

2012-02-16T22:29:00.002+08:00

One pic from Cheri's bday to distract you guys from this wordy blog first.
This was taken last October (yes I told you my camera had pictures from ages T-T)
gosh we really need to meet up sooooooon!

2012-02-16T20:01:00.000+08:00

okay, my plan failed -_- finishing part 1 only wtf.
OKAY.
PLAN B PLAN B GOGOGO

2012-02-16T16:27:00.000+08:00

Me: *quietly puts one whole packet of snickers into trolley*
Mum: *places items one by one on cashier* *finally sees snickers* *whacks me w it* kanasaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
Me: heh hehhh.

No bad, spent 30mins.
Earned a bowl of ice kacang and a packet of snickers (Y)

2012-02-16T12:33:00.003+08:00

Part 2 by 4pm
Part 3 by 7pm

GOGOGO!

2012-02-16T12:28:00.000+08:00

So hunnnnnggggrrrrryyyyyyy D:

2012-02-16T01:07:00.001+08:00

How do you like the new layout?
I'm lovinggggggg it~

2012-02-15T16:28:00.000+08:00

I promise a long ass picture spam after I'm done w this stupid report!!!!
I ~~have~~had 23 weeks worth of pictures in my camera, and I'VE FINALLY TRANSFERRED THEM INTO MY LAPTOP *REJOICEEEEEEEEEEEEE!*
I need to transfer the pics from my BB too, okay, next week!

Meanwhile...

2012-02-15T13:36:00.000+08:00

"Uncle, Ngee Ann Polytechnic"
"Late for class uh?"
"Err.. Haha, ya"
"What time is your class?"
"Ehhh 11 actually"
"Okay, we've got 10 mins"

"1st or 2nd year?"
"3rd year..... Hahaha"

Means I look young right?! Hehe

2012-02-15T08:25:00.003+08:00

I thought I'd forgotten my dream.
Felt weird after I woke up, but it's okay cause I can't rmb what was it about.
10 minutes after settling down, I happened to see your picture again, and it all came back to me.
So that weird feeling is actually a sad and rejected one.

I threw the whole stack of cards on the floor, you, nonchalant as usual, watched me picked them up again.
I was really looking through so hard for mine, I found it, not very outstanding, not too simple. I put it back with the rest anyway.
You will give it to me if you want to.
It had the usual lines written on it, is that really how it is, or just my subconscious trying to make me feel better?

嘘

2012-02-15T01:01:00.003+08:00

I can't recall what we did last year, but this Valentine's is so far the funniest + homey-iest one. Literally, no joke!

Caught Mr Popper's Penguins (I was given a chance to choose any movie, the first title that caught my eyes was that HAHAHA) and Running Man 'Gary Knows' epi (fucking funny also, and wtf?! Kwangsoo won the race by himself for the first time after 80+ episodes?! HAHAHAHA)

Nua in bed w Subway, ice cream, brownies and green tea while laughing our asses off.

I think we both feel like we're so old to celebrate such days alr. On special occasions, we just want to avoid the crowds and do what we're best at - nua the day off. HAHAHA favvvvv activity.

Usual routine - headed home w yakult in our hands. Walked/ran a bit (cause he annoyed me and I had to run off. 'When provoked - run') Nonetheless, it was a fun day! :D and I'm sure we both enjoyed every minute of it! RIGHT RONNIE TAN?? ^^ *prepares to give fist tornado if you ans no*

Hehe love youuuuuuuu ♥♥♥

Happy Valentine's Day Everyoneeeeeeeeee!

2012-02-14T00:40:00.002+08:00

:D:D
as the title says it, HAPPY VALENTINE'S!!!! :D:D

and OMG RONNIETAN! I finallllly found my blog post/ pictures folder for Valentine's 2011.
but damnit, seems like we went somewhere but idk where :s
we need to start rmbing our dates instead of asking each other every year "What were we doing last year?", "I can't really rmb leh, shit"

Is this our 6th Valentine's tgt alr?
we didn't spend the 1st one as a couple, but that's okay, it means my first Valentine's gift to you is 6 years old alr (the sotong massage stick thing)!
IF YOU DARE TELL ME YOU FORGOT WHAT IT IS I'M GONNA KILL YOU.
but tbh.. what did you gave me back then uh? HHAHHAHAHAHA I DIDNT MEAN TO FORGET BUT.. IT WAS 2006 D:D:
sorry :(:(:(

But you know gifts and such is not soooooooooo impt to me, its you!
ps: just found this long ago post

Him: Hold you own stuffs leh.
Me: Nonono, you hold k, the only thing I want to hold onto is you.

dated Feb 23 2011 kay!
hehe, I still mean it.

Happy Valentine's bb ^^♥

2012-02-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

"(Okay i have new shoes that I wanna use... and i don't wanna be alone :///)"
HAHAHAHA WTF CHERI
I dm dressing up! But my heels is 3inch high ._.
HAHAHA

PLEASE ADD IN YOUR CALENDAR '26FEB: THE RETURN OF THE DAMN CHIO GIRL" TYVM :)

2012-02-13T11:34:00.001+08:00

EEYERRRRRR. bhbbbbb HAHAHAHHAA

Ask me anything

2012-02-11T00:52:00.000+08:00

How did Ruoyu even know I like blue?! (':

Thank you everyone. All of them were so nice.

Will never forget what Jorinda said (typing here so I rly won't forget)
'You really damn good *pats on back* I don't know how you manage to take her, and her nonsense. You can take her for so long, you can take anyone, anything.'
HAHAHA

Megan was also telling me how we stay so near each other, I can always go find her etc.

Carol.. Why she always so sweet!!!!!! Made me cried like asdfghjkl. She was suggesting routes I can take, gave me her fb, gave me her number and ask me to contact her if I needed a part-time.

Even the cleaner auntie also gave me her number, and an ang bao. She said she don't have much skills, but she is v good at 插花, if I ever need a bouquet, I can contact her hahaha

Not to mention the girls whom I had dinner w tonight (':
Lovelovelove all of you.

Life is fair. I've got a mean and unreasonable boss, but in return I'm surrounded by super nice and sweet colleagues.

Was it worth it?
I found out that I have really high tolerance level!
Learnt lots of new stuff.
Met many people who, in one way or another, taught me something abt life.
Met many people who rly care about me despite the fact that I'm only an intern.
Made many good friends along the way.
Grew closer to Clara!
Lost 2kg.
Realising the fact that my future job should be one which allows me to communicate w customers; sales, customer service etc etc~

Yeah, I guess this entire crazy roller coaster ride was worth it?

真的很谢谢大家，这段时间的关心和照顾。*deep 90degrees bow*

2012-02-10T20:56:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA retarded girl. it's okayyyy. i was kidding. hohohoho i miss you guys :(

2012-02-10T00:15:00.001+08:00

<3<3 I miss you too. 2 MORE WEEKS. JIAYOU AND I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU SOON :(

Ask me anything

2012-02-09T22:02:00.001+08:00

the only way to stand out in a picture with 2 pretty girls - make stupid faces TmT

2012-02-09T19:17:00.000+08:00

So sweeeeeeeeet (':

2012-02-09T09:26:00.000+08:00

The amount of work
Yogurt: can la, 2 ppl, faster do 3 hours cannot finish meh?

Sorry I forgot to bring my 3rd and 4th hand out

Ps: you're only seeing Box B1-C4, we finished Box A1-5 before this.
Pps: Box D1-4 is on the floor
Ppps: YES THREE HOURS

714 letters to pack
I need to staple 4 sets of info, give out complimentary entry pass x2 + write the corresponding number on the letter on EACH entry pass.
Ruoyu needs to slot the info in and pack all that belongs to the same company in one big envelope. (She has to squeeze like mad, if really cmi then use 2 envelopes "DON'T WASTE ENVELOPES")

If each letter takes us 30secs each (WHICH IS OBVIOUSLY NOT ENOUGH WTF)
It will take BOTH of us 6 hours to finish

Not forgetting we still have to:
1. Tape the envelopes that belong to the same company tgt, i.e.: Company A pack 1/2 and Company A pack 2/2
2. Type out DHL slip, type, not write. Typo? Do a new piece. There's a delete character key on the typewriter of course, but the DHL slip has 2 fucking carbonised copies at the back. Delete function = useless at times like these
3. Separate them into - send by mail, send by hand (Singapore mails only), send by DHL
4. Send by mail ones - sort by country
5. Send by hand ones - sort by geographical location
6. Send by DHL ones - put them in DHL envelope/ box - photocopy DHL slip - file

Oh yes! We have 3 hours! Yayyyyyy!
Not enough time meh?

2012-02-09T00:52:00.000+08:00

Really hungry rn. I can feel my stomach growling. But I rly have no appetite/ mood to eat, bought the cup noodles for nth.
I shd have know well enough that OT-ing w you = end up confirm no appetite to eat one

I'm not surprise someone feels the same way as I do. If she quits too, you're dead. For real.

My head is aching but I dw depend on panadol. Argh. Nights world

2012-02-09T00:04:00.000+08:00

Finally home after a whole day of work.
Massive headache. Gonna bathe, pop a panadol and go to bed.
2 more days ade, you can do this.

♥♥♥

that is my name but it looks like you wrote it for jess SOBSOBSOBS

2012-02-07T23:21:00.001+08:00

BK LUNCH PICS W REINDEERoppsJIALE's INITIALS ARE WRITTEN FOR HER!!!!! <3

Ask me anything

2012-02-07T19:42:00.000+08:00

Not my first time getting malign

WAS SO PISSED I NEARLY CRIED.
Read and you'll understand why
Too lazy to type out. Gonna copy whatever I sent to bb.

The DHL bill, I followed her instructions to do. In NOVEMBER. I did once after she taught me, wrong, okay, I correct it again, do new one, ever since then I did it HER WAY. Now,I continue doing it her way, SHE SAID IM WRONG. SAY DK HOW MY BRAIN THINK ONE, HOW CAN I WRITE THAT? AND THAT NONE OF THE INTERNS/ TEMPS EVER DO THINGS LIKE THIS. NOT EVEN TEMPS W NO EXPERIENCE.

I DID IT THE WAY I WAS TAUGHT. I GET SCOLDED. FOR FUCK? She say till so nice, even though you don't have much days w us, this will help you in your future career what. aiya, I don't know la

THE FUCK. THE GREATEST LEARNING POINT IS THAT PPL LIKE YOU ACTUALLY MOTHERFUCKINGCB EXIST KNN

And she has the cheeks to fucking roll eyes at me and go 'A DE LINE.....'

Her tone like she trying control her anger like that. PLS LA. I know your colleagues went to say you for scolding me. YOU DON'T HAVE TO ACT LIKE YOU V NICE NOW OKAY

WTF IS THIS???????

AND FYI. NEVER ONCE DID YOU TELL ME I HAVE TO PHOTOCOPY THAT FUCKING DHL BILL BEFORE MAILING IT OUT FOR REFERENCE SAKE. DON'T ACT LIKE ITS COMMON SENSE.
IF I'M SUPPOSED TO KNOW IT BECAUSE THAT IS COMMON SENSE. WHY NOT YOU TRY GG TO NP AND FIND BLK52 FOR ME.

BLK52 IS NOT ON THE MAP? YOU DK ITS COMMON SENSE MEH? 52 CONFIRM NEXT TO 53 ONE WHAT?

NO BLK NUMBER INDICTATED ON THE BUILDING? YOU DK HOW TO GO ON EACH FLOOR AND FIND THE BLOODY LINKAGE MEH?

LIKE HOW YOU TOLD ME I NEED TO GO LOOK FOR THE A4 PAPER (WHEN I HAVE NO FUCK IDEA WTH IT IS) BEFORE TAKING PAPER FROM ANOTHER LOCATION (WHERE THE PERSON WHO USUALLY REFILLS THE PAPER TAKES THEM FROM). "DON'T KNOW WHERE DON'T KNOW HOW TO GO FIND MEH"

YOU BLOODY GOOD REALLY. CONFIRM DOG LAST LIFE. IF NOT HOW TO SNIFF OUT WHERE'S THE PAPER STORED AT?

I SPENT TIME LOOKING FOR PAPER - CONFIRM TIO GAN - WHY YOU WASTE TIME?!
I ASK THE PERSON WHO USUALLY GETS IT WHERE TO GET PAPER - ALSO TIO GAN - DON'T KNW HOW TO GO FIND MEH?

YOU BEST. YOU DO IT YOURSELF K.

3 MORE DAYS ONLY YOU ALSO WANNA DO THIS TO ME.
我忍 OKAY.
我 MOTHERFUCKINGCB 忍！！！！
老姑婆。。－＿－难怪差不多年过半百，一只脚都要进棺材了都还没人要－＿－
切。对你这种人我没有必要留口德。

Even your colleague also ask me to deep breathe (he doesn't even know what happened) and imagine darts flying towards 'my target'. How fail can you get? _|_

2012-02-07T09:53:00.000+08:00

Met Jess on the bus and had a short chat.
3 more days after today!
Endure!!!!!!!!!!!!

2012-02-06T09:12:00.000+08:00

Burnt a good 40 odd bucks on Sat during my shopping trip w sis.
Dinner wasn't that bad (:

Sun morning was spent at bb's, caught Tokyo Shojo over brunch.
Went home early noon and the diarrhea horror started.

Had a lot of ideas on what to include, and how to organise my report, but am to lazy to pen it down in proper sentences.
But I did left them in point form before they're forgotten.

It's another 5 days before all ends. Jiayou ade!
你可以的! *pats on back*

2012-02-05T01:42:00.000+08:00

How many 'friends' are you keeping by your side, at the expense of your true self?

2012-02-04T14:37:00.000+08:00

Jap was officially over after ytd :(
And lesson learnt - Jap Senior High students prefer to listen to love stories/ figurines/ politics talk
Everyone was a sucker for this guy's speech abt his first & last love. By everyone I meant those who understood his speech - anyone who's a Japanese
I bet none of my classmates understands it, all our speeches were edited like mad by the teachers. I don't even understand what certain sentences in my speech meant O_O

I'm going to miss those fun we had in class :(
And I really want to be able to speak fluent jap, not 半桶水 + have to pause for 30secs to make up one proper sentence everytime.
Any one knows of any good (and cheap) language schools?

Anw, just took the last 2 pics and I hate how cui I look -_-
I swear I look more awake in the mirror -_-
And, finally #dateoutwsis

2012-02-02T23:28:00.001+08:00

Wtf first time completing a difficulty level - Insane, Shady Puzzle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Within 5mins somemore. #callmegod

2012-02-02T18:51:00.000+08:00

Camera is a must hahaha.
Vai Yoko so cute? Ahahaha

2012-02-01T22:57:00.000+08:00

Have been scrubbing/ rubbing/ scratching that black dot since forever and it just refuses to come off :(
#unwillinglyacceptingthefactthatitsanewmole

Fucking ugly place to grow a mole pls, imagine you're wearing your favourite pair of shoes/ heels/ wedge.
You're happily admiring it, but that fucking mole has to snatch the limelight. ZZZZ

and the worst thing is that, ALL of my moles (that I can see, idk if I've got any on my back) are either brown or dark chocolate brown, THAT MOLE HAS TO BE BLACK.
BLACK WTF WHY? its alr growing on such an obvious spot, and you have to make it worst by making it black??
WEI SHEN ME???????

I've never got so pissed at a mole before. Not even the one that was on my nose (which got me accused of having a nose piercing wtf)

I need to rmb to beg my mum and beautician to remove it during my next visit.
Next appt is in march....... Mum made the booking in Jan T_T /cries

Summing up how I feel today:
B_____

2012-02-01T19:14:00.000+08:00

Waiting for 30mins and counting T_T
I'm just here... waiting..... and feeding the mozzies....
Don't mind me TmT

2012-02-01T19:03:00.000+08:00

Waiting for @icyron to end patiently.....

WHEN IS HE GONNA COME OUT OMG D:
15mins and counting fml T^T
On the day when I can surprise him, his platoon decided to take their longest fucking time ever ccccbbbbbbbb >:(

2012-02-01T10:36:00.000+08:00

Clara is taking MC today

Me: you can spend today doing report!
Her: WHAT IS REPORT CAN EAT?
Me: Cannnnnn, damn yummy one :D
Her: I love the chocolate flavoured one. So crunchy so nice hehehe

Thefuckkkkkkkk hahahahaha

2012-01-30T22:12:00.000+08:00

from CNY day 1 which was like weeks ago.
Was curling my hair in pic 1 and indeed, it can't do w/o the scalping lotion -_-
The curls just won't last zzz

2012-01-30T15:51:00.000+08:00

"They say it always seems longer when its going to end."

Thank you for the tight hugs, to pull me out from the black hole of fear and regrets.
Thank you for waking up every now and then to make sure I was fine.
Thank you for the I love yous to save me from my what-ifs.

(':

2012-01-28T23:28:00.000+08:00

Before today ends..

Happy 69th Monthsaryyyy (:
♥♥♥

2012-01-26T01:23:00.000+08:00

Stop dreaming, stop hoping

2012-01-26T00:30:00.000+08:00

This was chu er.
See cute Tara wearing my hat! She was so afraid it would drop she didn't dare to move her head too much hahahaha
Waiting for pics from everyone else :3 hehe

2012-01-25T20:00:00.001+08:00

I'll get used to it.

2012-01-24T18:43:00.000+08:00

2012-01-24T14:05:00.000+08:00

2012-01-24T02:52:00.002+08:00

I heard that new year dreams are the most important dreams of the year, I dk how true is that, but mine seems to ridiculous to become reality.
I mean there were (afuckingcrazynumber of) hopping zombies/ vampires/ ghosts following us everywhere, and by 'us' I can't even rmb clearly who was in my dream.

Anw, I'm really glad to see "18 days till end of Internship" on my sidebar (:

Relatives will be taking turns to come and it's gonna be another hectic week.
2 more weeks and TA DA!

Seems like my family is starting to accept my explanation of why I choose not to go to Uni, mum and dad are always supportive of my own decisions
Of course dad tried to get me to go through the expected course of education path, but both of them always leave me to make my own decisions (after giving me suggestions)
I'm glad I'm matured enough in their eyes for them to trust me with my own life and make important decisions for myself.

2 weeks back, after D&D, while cabbing home w a colleague (she's a mum of two), we kinda discussed about this, and we both agreed that, yeah, sometimes when you are the oldest, you have to make sacrifices/ do what's best/ think for your younger siblings.

I'm not saying that I'm not going to Uni because of my two sisters. I just feel that if I were to further my studies, yeah I will get a degree. And yeah, I will have a higher chance of getting hired, or maybe not, because "everyone should have a degree these days".
After I got hired, I will be paid more than those with only a cert, true. But how much more? $300? $500? or $1k?
I'm talking about the starting salary here, let's not talk about the chances of getting promoted etc.

I shall assume the pay to be $700 higher, if I were to get a degree. so I'm getting $700 more, per month, for me slowly earn and return the government/ bank the loan for my school fees.
Lets' just say it's $10k per year, make it 3 years, $30k. Interest?
How many '$700 more' do I have to earn, till I will be able to clear the debt?

I haven't take into account the 3 years I will have to spend, studying, when I can be out working alr.

You have your POV and so do I, we don't have to have a common stand, because our lives are different. If you think Uni is your thing, I will be right behind supporting you ;) Just don't try to change my decision, because it CAN get on my nerves even if I don't show it.

The reason to why I'm typing this blog post at 3am on Chu Er?
... I took a nap from 8pm -10pm and now I can't sleep #fml

2012-01-23T21:22:00.000+08:00

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2012-01-23T02:52:00.000+08:00

Started the first few hours of my Lunar New Year w tears down my cheeks.
I'd like to see it as it's clearing my vision just so I will be able to see things better.
The rest of the year will be a good one..

2012-01-23T01:00:00.000+08:00

saw this on Jingyi's blog:

2012-01-21T17:21:00.001+08:00

Mum: *walks out of room where @icyRON is napping* why is he grabbing a toy to bed?! walau like baby like that.

HAHAHA

2012-01-21T01:14:00.002+08:00

Bebuzz was a bitch but thanks to one of the reviews, I found a way to solve it!

go to bellshare.com
search for berrybuzz/ bebuzz
dl version 4, version 5 does not work at all no matter which one I dl
just go with version 4's OS 6/ 7 and it should do!

rmb to back up your settings data for bebuzz first, you can find that under Options.
dl version 4, and restore settings again once you're done, this way you won't have to redo everything again (Y)

2012-01-20T19:38:00.000+08:00

FUCKING FUNNY HAHAHA
And I'm gonna start typing like that too, w/o all the dashes in between, HAHAHAHA

2012-01-20T19:13:00.000+08:00

Its the truth cause I really didn't see any blood on my excel/ com screen #sumpa

2012-01-20T09:21:00.000+08:00

/thinktoomuch HAHA

2012-01-19T08:39:00.000+08:00

Those who are using Bebuzz on your berries,
DON'T UPGRADE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You'll regret it so much because it totally doesn't work >:(
I thought smth was wrong w mine, but after reading the reviews, apparently no one's work after the upgrade -_-
What is this!!! Knssssssss, I want my old bebuzz backkkkkkkkkkkkk

2012-01-18T20:41:00.000+08:00

Walauuuuuu I rly need to rant
WHY I SO STUPID.
I CAN SAY I WANT TO GO OVERSEAS AND FURTHER MY STUDIES RIGHT!!!!!
OF ALL THINGS I FORGOT HOW TO SAY 'WORK' ZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!
~!@#$%^&*()_
FML WASTE ONE MARK WHEN I COULD HAVE GOTTEN PERFECT SCORE. ROARRRRRRR

2012-01-17T13:42:00.000+08:00

It's like we're both living for that moment,

and it's worth everything (:

"@sttatuesque: Feeling lonely not because you didn't get anyone's attention, is because you didn't get that specific person's attention."

2012-01-16T22:57:00.000+08:00

3 more weeks and I will be out of this shithole.
Jiayou ade!!!!

Honestly can't wait to work odd jobs here and there for exhibitions under Kelly again. At least those were fun!
Registered for March's IFFS again (please hire me for the same position ohgod)

A few months break to rest my tired soul from all these bruises before I start hunting for perm. jobs.

Bye bitch.

2012-01-13T09:15:00.000+08:00

"@sttatuesque: 一个男的真正喜欢你的时候，他会主动发信息或打电话给你，因为他很想你。他会在乎你的一举一动，因为他怕他随时会失去你。他看到你心情不好，就会来安慰你，尽管你对他发脾气，他还是忍了。他会对你说些他的秘密，甚至些连他最好的朋友也不知道的秘密。爱的最高境界是经得起平淡的流年。"

2012-01-11T21:58:00.000+08:00

"@sexstrology: Cancer guys have this lost orphan look about them you just want to save em"

HAHAHA @icyRON

2012-01-11T21:47:00.000+08:00

Me: but I want to watch Hell's Kitchen :(
Mum: since you enjoy watching people getting scolded, your turn will come after this show.
Me: ...

^Sis' tweet
HAHAHA #fuckyeahmum

2012-01-11T19:06:00.000+08:00

Atrium playing Shinee's Hello, if she's here, she'd be dancing and singing along like a crazy bitch
hahaha

2012-01-10T23:35:00.000+08:00

Mum damn act cute hahaha

2012-01-10T23:15:00.000+08:00

Me: *mms mum* this dress nice?!
Mum: *calls* dk who told me her wardrobe full alr!!!
Me: I haven't bought a singgggggggle new year outfit yet leh!
-silence for 5 secs-
Mum: aiya, buy it if you like it loh, one enough alr hoh
Me: hehhhh :3 see how la :3

I keep buying for everyone except myself loh! End up I also didn't buy that dress~
#goodgirl

2012-01-10T19:37:00.000+08:00

HELPPPPPP

2012-01-09T19:59:00.000+08:00

Just ytd, he asked if some other blogshop model (whom also has bangs and long hair) was me -_-

Who's boyfriend can't recognize their own gf?
*raises both hands while jumping on chair*

2012-01-09T08:48:00.000+08:00

Feeling so uncomfortable I can die rn omfg
Head feels so heavy and blur
Chest feels so stuffy
I dw fall sick pls TmT

2012-01-08T02:01:00.002+08:00

It sucks when you're being called something that you dislike,

but it gets wayyy worst when you know you can't deny because it's the truth.

2012-01-08T02:01:00.001+08:00

It sucks when you're being called something that you dislike,

but it gets wayyy worst when you know you can't deny because it's the truth.

2012-01-06T19:37:00.000+08:00

#Gemini often forget about themselves in a relationship and do all they can for their partner.

2012-01-05T22:31:00.000+08:00

Thanks for sending me this pic cheryl HAHAHAHA
You must be wondering when did you send me this right HAHAHA

Caught up w some of the girls today ^^
So good to be able to laugh w them at the most retarded things again (:
Gwsg!

2012-01-05T07:28:00.000+08:00

Honestly dreading work once again...
Sigh..

Defying Gravity

2012-01-04T22:26:00.003+08:00

You have no idea how *inserts super cheem vocabulary to replace glad* I am, that we are able to meet everyday now ^^

No matter how sucky work can get, how much tears I'd shed, once I see the blue LED blink on my phone, I never fail to smile to myself inside (:
your msges always help to pull me through the day, so is the thought of 1730 coming, because that's when I will be on my way back, to home sweet home, and to seeing you! ^u^

Just seeing you smile, its enough to make me feel all energized again~
Needless to say when I get a hug ^^
Thanks for always being there bff (:
(L)(L)(L)

p/s: thank god we're not sick of each other after all these years HAHA

p/p/s: My blog title is this super nice song from Wicked, PLEASE YOUTUBE IT. I swear its darn good (not as good as in the theaters thou,)

p/p/p/s: dear girls who will be watching Wicked (I think Cheri is watching just caught it today!), YOU SHOULDN'T WATCH IT. major spoiler!

2012-01-03T09:14:00.000+08:00

I pity the new temp if she was wishing for a better year for 2012. Like..
"Oh, new job, new life, 2012 will be great!"

And guess who she will be working under.......

2012-01-02T19:05:00.002+08:00

Dl hell lots of photo apps on bb's iPhone :D
Heheeeee

2012-01-01T12:46:00.000+08:00

Happy 2012!

hi baby, happy new year~ I hope you've had a great time and had enjoyed my surprise ^^
spent 31 Dec 2011 on our "first-time-in-my-life" tgt
these 4 days break have been pretty awesome for me (:

Dear 2012, please be a good year to me (:

2011-12-31T13:35:00.000+08:00

This lovely is so pretty but so diff to match w :(
Struggling while making my way to bring this huge ass bag to bb #foreverlate

2011-12-30T21:06:00.001+08:00

2011-12-30T13:06:00.000+08:00

Did I mentioned I've got 2 days MC?
Anw the office closes at 1230 today, so technically I'm only using 1.5 days of my 3 days paid MC

Can't wait for tmr :D

2011-12-30T10:48:00.000+08:00

Choco coolies anyone?

2011-12-29T01:00:00.000+08:00

Rummaging thru the pile of clothes aunt gave and separating it into "for me" and "errrr, don't think I will wear this"

Love how I can always find something that I'm super in love with, it has to be this flare jeans skirt w uneven pleats this time. Love at first sight omfg

2011-12-28T20:02:00.000+08:00

Guess who's late again >:o

2011-12-28T19:48:00.000+08:00

Just recalled daddy's retarded actions ytd -

Me: daddy, aunt say she left some clothes for us at ah ma's hse.
Daddy: *says smth I can't hear*
Me: huh? Aiya, you end work go take loh
Daddy: I'm omw home alr!
Me: ohhhh, cheh, then you tmr then take loh
Daddy: aiya, clothes also won't expire
Me: I know, I'm telling you so you know, then can pick it up tmr
Daddy: v rush meh?
Me: noooooo, I'm telling you onlyyyyyy
Daddy: you wanna wear now meh?
Me: bye daddy byebye *hangs up*

VOMIT BLOOD SIA OMG. Idk he trying to act cute or what but mum also bth when I told her this hahahaha

Ah ma even cuter.
Today -
Me: gugu left bags for us again?
Ah ma: ya, v big leh! Eh... How you know?
Me: she sms me.
Ah ma: oh..... She put inside the handphone let you see uh?
Me: HAHAHA yesyes~

Both mother and son, but why the son like that?!?!?!!!

Anw, mum just called me and asked me to wear her no-longer-able-to-fit-in-nyona?-outfit for D&D. Errrrr........ It's okay mummy.....

2011-12-28T12:25:00.000+08:00

Kill me pls T________T

Anw time is passing so slowly today :(
I wanna meet bb soon D:

2011-12-28T08:53:00.000+08:00

Happy 68th Monthsary baoooooo ♥♥♥

2011-12-27T17:10:00.000+08:00

If you are busy,
"Can I get back to you?!" In an irritated tone is good enough (I prefer it without that tone thou)

You don't have to shove me off by pushing my shoulder and saying the above. (in an irritated tone)

_|_

2011-12-27T01:21:00.000+08:00

Guess who went for a haircut today?

2011-12-26T12:29:00.000+08:00

This year's Christmas is almost the most completed one (:
Family and boyfriend ^^
Tough dinner, desserts, cakes and fruits.
Hoho~

Oh! And I'm off to meet bb. ^^

2011-12-25T01:20:00.000+08:00

Thank you to those who texted! Merry merry christmas! ^^

A blessing in disguise (:

2011-12-24T19:47:00.007+08:00

when was the last time since I did up such a long picture post? wowwwww, and here's the last of USS

ps: see grandpa in the 4th pic, he was carrying that heavy bag of food + 3litres of water for us the wholeeeeeeeeeeee day (':
Daddy inherited this good trait for him, neither of them talk a lot, just the usual lines - watch out for the cars; bring an umbrella, it's raining; have you eaten?
But it can be seen through their actions, that's how they care (':
Blessed? Definitely ♥

Had the WORST stomache ever in my life (so far) this morning.
It started out okay, then I started breaking out in cold sweat profusely.
Felt nauseous but I couldn't even puke :(
called baby after he replied my text to ask me how was I (pretty amazed cause it was about 9am and he was already awake), it hurt so bad I couldn't breathe properly.
Was panting so badly throughout the call

Did what he suggested and woke mum up. she got up immediately to prep after asking me to make a cup of hot milo,
but I couldn't even stand up straight without pressing onto my tummy.
curled up on the sofa and moaned and moaned.
I always thought what they showed on TV was fake, but trust me, it hurt so much there's nth I can do besides groaning/ yelling "很痛..很痛.." and grabbing onto the sofa

The pain came and go, but it went away for only 5 secs? in between my 5 fucking minutes of hell.
wanted to call baby to tell him mum's already prepping and I would most likely need him to come over and piggy-back me to the clinic. I really had no strength to move, and by then I was shivering in pain, not even kidding.
All that I managed to get out from my mouth was "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... 很痛.. 真的很痛...." kinda squeezed in my point that I need him to come over rn and dumped my phone aside after he replied okay.

While I was grabbing my shirt and curling up even more hoping the pain to subside, I told myself "Fuck this shit I'm never gonna have kids, this is only a fucking stomache and IT'S ALR LVL 10. GIVING BIRTH IS WAY WORST. FUCK NOT GONNA GIVE BIRTH." and continued to moan. Told sis I needed a cup of milo, it was pretty dumb cause the pain was so overwhelming I can't even get up to drink it -_-

Few minutes after all that passed, the pain surprisingly subsided a little. Didn't wanna risk it that it might returned, I went to get changed and brushed my teeth first.
I swear it wasn't hurting anymore, I was just feeling v weak from the entire drama, Mum wanted to play safe fearing it might be my appendix.
After making sure that I could walk on my own, Mum half-run all the way to check which clinics are opened. Text bb the name of the clinic while I try and get used to that familiar smell of the clinic again :/

Mum told me smth really nice of bb while we waited for my name to be called.

Mum: always call him he also don't dare to pick up, to think he texted me just now to bring you to the doctors.
Me: really?!

(':

Apparently, it was a stomach cramp. Like a leg cramp, but the entire stomach + intestines I guess? Everything inside was contracting like fuck that's why it hurt so much, no reason to why it happened, it just did. The doc gave me menses pill anw since it was day 1 of my menses and "every month can be different". meds for abdominal pain as well. Pooof, $27 gone :/

Anw, bb came and we did grocery shopping with mum. She pushed us off to get lunch for ourselves and.. I think she wants us to spend some time alone too. hahaha, bb came over to have lunch and accompanied me for a while till he had to go home :(
I was supposed to be with him today but mum insisted that I needed rest at home D:
nvm, there's always tmr! ^^

if you'd read my tweets, daddy bought log cake for us! yes the man who lives in his own world took the initiative to do a little smth for his family (:

Surrounded by my wonderful family, friends, and my dearest bf whom I can always depend on, what more can I ask for? (:
♥♥♥♥♥♥

hey you! ♥
thank you baby, for rushing down
the moment you knew I needed help... and needed you (':
I bet I helped you score some brownie points too! haha!
thank you for always being there baby (: ♥
love you love you love you! ^^
see you tmr bao~ :D
♥♥♥

2011-12-23T00:19:00.004+08:00

USS PICS! okay, only some cause I'm rly lazy.
I freaking want a camera like this please T_________T

anw, I love how my eyes look watery now, because it used to be SOOOOO DRY.

Ah ma :D:D:D she's really tall! like taller than me or maybe the same height O_O
Aunt whom dates always get crashed by me when I was young, looking pretty as usual, while i look like CRAP

to compensate for this horrbie picture before this